Trust me i reminded myself time and again that i need to write the blog to keep up my resolution. But alas, things never turn out the way i want them to be!
Had a hard time last fortnight, things seemed ugly to the core. A nice job lured my away from my ongoing job, and the final result being that i got nothing to do these dayz or in better words i am completely "jobless"! With the job went away, my dreams of getting a fossil watch by the end of this month :( and a lot more hopes.
On a personal level too, life seemed to be going on the wrong track. Everything seemed down and out. Then one bright day i woke up with a steely resolve to fight off all the negativity surrounding me and yeah i succeeded. Not exactly in fighting that negativity off, but succeeded in getting used to it ;-). Things dont bother me anymore, i'v become numb.
I was used to being optimistic all the time, but currently, getting a job seems a distant possibility.
And i cant even figure out what i am writing write now. OMG, my thoughts are deserting me now, i am in a deep shit. Cant even read what i'v written.
Better i signoff for now.
bye!
